it's ok...

It’s ok….

That I was really happy when I realized it was Thursday & I could link up for “It’s OK Thursdays” because I really wanted to blog today, but my motivation was in the shitter…this is just what I needed.

That I am really, really stabby today even though I definitely should be floating on cloud 9 since I woke up to a facebook message (legit) from one of my favorite rock stars, bought myself 2 cute sweaters for 50% off at LOFT,  and also got flirted with by a major cutie this morning. I don’t know what is wrong with me, but I will punch you in the face.

That I promised I was going to hit the ground running (literally and figuratively) in 2013 with my diet and exercise regime but instead I just had lunch….twice. Yes, I had two lunches. Go ahead and judge me.

That we still have not taken down the Christmas tree.

That my new VS Swim catalog came in the mail yesterday and I am lusting after everything, even though half of it wouldn’t even fit on my arm.

That I am seriously done with winter even though it’s getting up to almost 60 this weekend. I need sun on my face and a pool raft under my ass immed.

That I actually am not feeling too ‘ok’ with anything today so it’s pretty hard to make this list right now.

That mostly, I just want to go lay down under my desk and wait for somebody to come and hug me.

it's ok....

It’s ok…

That I am procrastinating answering all the sweet comments I got trying to help me with my procrastination issues…

That I am hell bent on making thanksgiving dinner this year even if it means making my own, seperate dinner on the Saturday after thanksgiving instead…

That I am making said dinner entirely so that I have a fridge full of leftovers to make this sandwich…

That for the first time ever, I kind of want t put the Christmas tree up the day after thanksgiving. I am SO excited…and I think it’s Ben’s fault!

That I am on The Soup Diet again and bombing hardcore this time around. What dumbass thought it was a smart idea to start The frggin’ Soup Diet 4 days before her period anyway? dumb.

That I want a personal assistant just so I don't have to call and make all my appointments myself. I seriously loathe calling people on the phone.

That I used a packet of McCormick marinade last night for the chicken instead of making it from scratch and I will never go back to scratch ever again. That sodium filled disaster of certainly processed crap changed my life forever. SO good. Dammit.

To participate in more link ups than usual until I get my blogging and picture taking mojo back…

That I still have not done a post about Ben’s Halloween…actually, no. that is not ok at all….hold on to your ovaries, ladies….here’s a picture….

I know. He's perfect, right? I die.

it's ok :)

how about a link up? i think this one is super fun....so i am linking up with neely and amber for

  so it's ok..... 

that i cried when i dropped ben off at daycare this morning because he looked so cute sitting in the toy car jumperoo staring at me….

that i am sort of looking forward to hurricane irene on sunday because maybe i will be able to straighten up the house, get some laundry done and take a nap….

that i asked for nail polish for my birthday and BOY did i get a lot of gorgeous new shades, but that i still haven’t managed to paint more than my pinky nail with any of them….

that i thought the big East Coast Quake of 2011 was actually fun!

that i have had subway for lunch 2 days in a row and i just might go back today and make it a three-peat.

that i have an irrational resistance to getting excited for fall because i don’t want summer to end and in my head, getting excited for fall somehow means i have accepted that winter is coming again and i just can’t deal with that.

to be pissed off at myself for not allowing myself to get excited for fall because fall is awesome….if only it wasn’t followed by winter.

that secretly, i am really excited for fall but don’t tell anybody or else we’ll probably have a blizzard next weekend.

that, in all seriousness, i actually told my husband this morning that i wanted to get the disneyworld trip for ben’s 5^th birthday  booked pretty soon so we could make payments and go all out….he’s not even 8 months old yet.

that i haven’t washed my hair since monday…wait…on second thought, maybe that’s not so ok…yikes.

that i am dreading my hair appointment on saturday morning because sitting in a salon full of snotty chicks gossiping, under fluorescent overhead lighting feeling insecure while i wait for my foils to take is my personal version of hell.

what’s ok with you this thursday? go link up and let it all out!

it's ok to throw me a vote too  :)