what happened here? this was not what i meant this post to be about! god i hate when i do that. wah wah wah. who gives a shit about my whiny, woe is me nonsense? i just meant to explain why i hadn't updated from last tuesday (apathy) and where i had been since then (under the bed with a bag over my head)...and mostly, MOSTLY to say that the silver lining on my cloud of schleprock-style doom is my little nugget, ben...
i was on a tangent to the hubs (typical) last night about his day-to-day, what does he DO after i leave him at daycare/camp/whatever the hell they are calling it this week...how does he exist when his mommy is gone? it is enough to rip my heart right out of my chest just thinking about it. between his new pair of chompers (i really do have to update, huh?) and his little social life, i am afraid my son is about a week and a half from driving.
and then...then as i am
oh hey mom, what's up? me and my buddy are just gonna go cruise the boulevard. don't wait up.
stop in the name of love.
just what exactly does he think he is doing??? and who is this friend of his? i mean, i have definitely seen that kid before, but i didn't know they were homies! obviously they are and obviously my kid is BMOC.
i can't handle this. not even a little.
he is so grounded.